I discovered a good way of feeling absolutely normal.
I took the MMPI test (MMPI=Minnesota Multiphasic Personality Inventory, which is a test used to determine the existence of psychopathologies). And there was absolutely nothing significantly wrong with me.
Then by some mysterious route, I ended up reading about attachment styles, and took a test to determine my own, which was once again, the most normal secure style.
I haven’t felt so normal in a while.
*Blows a kiss to personality tests*
Attachment style test here.